Some ramdom quote I found today



Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at nightI miss you like hell

~Edna St. Vincent Millay

To Trust or Not To Trust?


5 letter word, so easy to say but to actually trust someone is so much harder. It takes ages to build but only takes a second to destroy. And now people I used to trust try to merge back into my life (or what’s left of it). What should I do? Let them back and risk to lose everything again once things get a little difficult? Reject them and stay  on my own? Could I trust them ever again? Will I miss out on a life I once had? Can I count on them to get me through hard time knowing they’ve already failed last time? Will I ever be able to call them  »Friends » again?


Nothing to do on a cold night alone



Nothing’s left to distract me from my thoughts…

Just me and this damn journal, me and this boring life I’m frustrated to call my own.

In a blink of an eye, there I was.. facing life.. Dark, no lights, no noises…

Ooh wait, there’s the ticking of the clock reminding me that the Earth’s still turning.

What happened during the past 6 months?

I miss the time where I had somebody to talk to, to laugh with, to love, to live through…

Now, just have to live for myself I guess

The power turns on. Let the circus of this life goes back into motion.



uppck1ffm0qk.jpgDo I still believe in true love?

Can’t even answer that.

I hope, it’s still there… somewhere but it’s getting harder to keep thinking that Mr Right exists.

The one that’s going to rescue me from drowning in my own life

The one that’s going it love me for who I am and not who I could be

The one that’s going to break this wall I’ve carefully built for protection

Hope slowly fades…

The wall is getting thicker and thicker…

The wait is getting the best of me…

Can somebody reach for me at that point?

Being stageless ?!?!



A big announcing voice…the lights go on…the music starts… energy runs high

I feel sooo out of character yet so alive… For 3 minutes… I just AM. No pressure, no problems, just me.

Now that this passion is gonna be taken away from me, I really don’t know how I’m gonna stay sain.

It’s all I’ve got,

It’s all I care for,

It’s all … gonna be over soon.



Have you ever felt like you’re an extra on your own life?

Sometimes I lose all control on my life and I just sit there, watching it passes by. My body is a prop and my mind slips away. Days come and go so quickly yet so slowly… I tell myselft to stop wasting this precious time but still I’m sitting here without much motivation to start living.

Where to start? Where to go? What to do?

5 minutes are now gone and still here I am…sitting…watching…wasting….

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