Hold on

21102009

holdonblog.jpg…and in the end, when life has got you down,
you’ve got someone here that you can wrap your arms around.

So hold on to me tight,
hold on to me tonight.
We are stronger here together,
than we could ever be alone.
So hold on to me,
don’t you ever let me go.

There’s a thousand ways for things to fall apart,
but it’s no ones fault, no it’s not my fault.

Maybe all the plans we made might not work out,
but I have no doubt, even though it’s hard to see.

I’ve got faith in us, and I believe in you and me.

So hold on to me tight.
Hold on, I promise it will be alright.

Cuz it’s you and me together,
and baby all we’ve got is time.

So hold on to me,
hold on to me tonight.

- From Michael Bublé’s Latest CD – Crazy Love




Rushing destiny…

15092009

rushingdestiny.jpgRushing destiny, we are going to build our future together. 

Piece by piece, we are going to do it ourselves. 

Rushing destiny, we will become better versions of ourselves. 

Stop depending on anybody, stop depending on life to guide us. 

Rushing destiny, I’m not going to wait for it to happen. 

Everything we have ever wanted, I am going to try my best to achieve. 

Rushing destiny, I’m going to grow fast and learn even faster.

I’m going to give you my best, give you my all. 

Rushing destiny, you’ll find me pushing to make it through 

We are going to try to take ourselves where we thought was impossible. 

Watch me, Watch us… 




Waiting on the future to start…

29082009

blogfuture.jpg

Why is the future so far away?

I want it to be tomorrow, I want it to be right now.

I’m feeling the urge to start a new life, the urge to be a family

They say « The future is a time period commonly understood to contain all events that have yet to occur. »

Well, if it ultimatly occurs, why does it have to wait?

Husband & wife, we could be now

Stability, family, we could have tomorrow.

I want it, I want it all, and I want it right now.

I know exactly what I want. Is it so bad?

We said we would be together forever.

Why can’t forever start today?

We said we would live together one day.

Why can’t one day be tomorrow?

We said we would make our future life perfect.

Why can’t our life start NOW?




amour

11072009

« Que cherche-t-on dans l’amour? une habitude qui reste une nouveauté, un breuvage qui apaise la soif en tant que vide et souffrance et qui la dilate en tant que capacité et désir - en un mot l’inépuisable dans le monde de la limite, l’impossible. « 

Gustave Thibon- L’ignorance étoilée (1974)




Toi

11072009

« tu es plus que ma vie, tu es ce qui la fait déborder au-delà d’elle-même. toi par qui j’ai honte de n’être que moi… « 

Gustave Thibon: L’ignorance étoilée (1974)




Condamnation

11072009

Ceux qui nous jugent ne peuvent nous condamner que du dehors, mais ceux qui ne nous jugent pas nous forcent à nous condamner nous-mêmes du dedans.

- Gustave Thibon




9072009

Tu es mon exception!

You’re my exception!

- Quote from He’s not that into you




L.I.F.E

13062009

Life is about trusting your feelings & taking chances, losing & finding happiness, appreciating the memories and learning from the pain & realizing that people always change.




Breaking Dawn – Chapter 5

11062009

                                           Bella&Edward

-N’aie pas peur, murmurai-je. Nous sommes faits l’un pour l’autre.

Tout à coup, je fus submergée par la véracité de ce que je venais de dire. L’instant était si parfait, si juste qu’il était impossible d’en douter.

Ses bras se refermèrent autour de moi, me pressant contre lui, été et hiver. J’eus l’impression que chacun des nerfs de mon corps était un fil électrique.

- À jamais, renchérit-il.

Alors, il nous entraîna en douceur vers les profondeurs.

- – - – - – - – - – - – -  

Don’t be afraid,” I murmured. “We belong together.”

I was abruptly overwhelmed by the truth of my own words. This moment was so perfect, so right, there was no way to doubt it.

His arms wrapped around me, holding me against him, summer and winter. It felt like every nerve ending in my body was a live wire.

“Forever,” he agreed, and then pulled us gently into deeper water.

- Stephenie Meyer




No longer

25052009

Still can’t believe…

A part of me just died, and I had to watch it die slowly. Yet I feel like I got robbed so quickly. Robbed by my own body. Why can’t it deal with the pain? Why can’t it cop with it for a tiny bit longer?

Dancing has always been second nature to me, an impulse, an instinct. It was where I got my identity from for most of my life and now I’m losing sight of what I am. It was the only thing I could truly and honestly depend on. Guess not!

Now what?

When you find something that you’re roundly good at doing, that feels good while doing it and that someone rips it away from you. It hurts, but if that someone is your own self, it hurts even deeper.

As of today, I am no longer a dancer. I am no longer a part of that family that saw me grow up and evolve into the young woman that I’ve became. I  will no longer be able to get up on a stage in front of hundreds of people and feel that excitement rising. I  can no longer explore the miracle of body mouvement, of pushing the limits, of expressing throught the purest, rawest of art.

As of today, I no longer am.







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